Oh , little did she know, couldn't let me go , already a part of her.

I did this on facebook and since I haven't updated for a bit, I thought I'd share.

PS. Editing essays sucksssss. I think I have a problem with words. I know what I feel, and what I want to say, but no one else gets it once the ink hits the paper. Harumph.







RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

(To do this, go to "notes" under tabs (+) on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app))

1.) I care about people a lot more than I should. Like, when I first meet somebody, the end. They're my new best friend. And I don't ever really lose that, but the other person does. Kinda sad. But I have a lot more people that I consider really really great friends than consider me that.
2.) 8th grade was probably the best year of my life, right between some awful shit and some worst shit to come.
3.) As much as I complain about being short... I love it ;) I also love being pale.
4.) My favorite band ever is Oedipus. It might be kind of weird that I love these guys so much, but whateverrrr. They totally changed the music scene for me and they're really amazing guys. (And if Stephen happens to see this, thanks for all the opportunities you guys have given me. You guys are awesome [: )
5.) I'm the least excited to go to college out of anyone I know. I love high school, I love my friends, I love my family. I don't want to leave, but I would probably never ever get out if I went to Moorpark.
6.) I curse. A lot a lot a lot. I dont even realize I'm cursing ususally. It's just a part of my vocabulary.
7.) I am a super emotional and passionate person. I cry a lot because I see really moving things in ordinary life that others just look over or take for granted.
8.) I'm only pursuing sociology in college because my mom and grandpa wouldn't pay for me if i did something less "serious" that makes me happy; music. photography. words.
9.) I want to learn everything. Honestly, everything. History channel, NatGeo, and Discovery are almost all I watch, and I read because I love it.
10.) I have a massive databank of religious knowledge... I've read or am currently reading the King James Bible, the Book of Mormon, Dianetics, The Analects, Dhammapada, and various other information. While I don't have a religion and don't categorize myself that way, I know what I like and what I don't like, and have adopted certain practices. I'm a religious mutt, basically.
11.) I have never tried a cigarette. Or pot. If you believed it, I've never even tried alcohol. (Nope, not even a sip).
12.) I never spell ususually right.
13.) I haven't eaten red meat (all beef and pork) for at lesat 4 years. I kind of lost track after year 2. This is mostly for health reasons.
14.) The least I've ever weighed is 95 pounds. The most, 115. I'm currently 105 and working on being healthy AND happy.
15.) I go to bed at 9, but I lay awake until 1. I have way too much to think about, and the stress is going to kill me before I hit 30.
16.) I haven't talked to my dad for 6 years. He left right before my 11th birthday and I've never attempted to make contact with him since. All I know is that he lives in Costa Rica with his girlfriend he met online and can't come back to the United States. This is my life, and in an odd way, I'm grateful for it. I wouldn't be who I am without it, and I'm certainly not going to hide any of it.
17.) My openness and bluntness often makes people feel uncomfortable. Woops.
18.) I kind of like it when people tell me they were intimidated when they first met me. If I've made an impression, good :P
19.) It pisses me off when people hug me like i'm a damn china doll. Okay. I get it. I'm short. I'm skinny. You won't fucking break me if you give me a real hug. That's why I squeeeze people when I give hugs. I'm not afraid to show affection.
20.) I sleep a whole fucking lot, I never exercise, and I eat what I want when I want. My metabolism kicks ass.
21.) Under neath my bed, I have all sorts of memory boxes. I collect things totally insignificant to other people, but they hold a lot of meaning for me. I have shit all the way from third grade.
22.) I have really bad back problems. My back hurts ALL the time and it's really, really painful. I can't crack my own back (i've tried everything, believe me) so I ask people all the time to do it for me... If you can, please let me know. I need it at least once a day.
23.) As much as I love everyone, I have 0 problems or regrets cutting people out of my life.
24.) Red is the most amazing color. Most people see it as anger or aggression, I see it as a passionate color, and very, very positive. I own 1 of everything in the color red.
25.) I've traveled all over the United States and Europe. The three best things I've discovered are Nutella Crepes (Paris, France), Bags of Italian Passion (Covenant Garden, England), and the Marianne Platz (Munich, Germany). Oh freakin yesssss.