All I feel is disgusting and sick and sad.
How I got over my depression initially was to talk it out and tell people what was wrong, because acknowledging the situation helped me to identify what it was I was getting over.
How am I supposed to do that when, if I talk, someone gets in trouble?
I really really trusted you. And now I'm just lost and alone.
Thank you for alienating me. Holding a secret like this keeps me from even seeing eye to eye with anyone else. You put a wall up between me and everyone else.
Worst part is I hate MYSELF. When so clearly, you are the one to blame.
I don't even know what to do about anything. Because all I feel is NOTHING. I can't even cry any more because I'm so EMPTY. I've been reduced to a complete VOID.
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